What am I not afraid to admit?
That I am anti -party ( for the so called parties : full of smoke, intoxication, unconscious hookups, irresponsible - compulsive behavior of people, and the amount of money they waste…) . Someone asked me , “ then what do u do to enjoy the moments, to throw away the stress of work”. : Dhyana, yes it's much more efficient & sensible way of experiencing pleasantness ( u can call it madness or a very different kind of intoxication : see the portraits of typical yogis, u will always find them ecstatic or take a walk in Himalayan caves) . And my work is never a STRESS for me, cause I only do what I really care to do. Namaskaram